Hi it's DP. Just Wanna Clear Things Up :)

[DP]

Hello everybody. I know I haven’t posted in ages, and that’s because I’ve been very depressed and unmotivated for the past several months, but don’t worry about that. It’s all over now. Anyway, I’m not making this post to draw attention to myself or start a big drama fest, I just wanted to tie up any and all loose ends and to clear up the mystery for anybody who may be wondering whatever happened to me.

When I look back to my times here on RS, I come across countless happy memories with people I’ve talked to here over the years. But oftentimes, I can’t reminisce about RS without eventually coming back to the bad memories. I’d like to just let all the bad memories go and move on, and that’s why I’m posting this.

Over the course of my membership here I’ve gotten into a lot of arguments with people and gone on many angry rampages of posts for various reasons. It was an irresponsible choice of mine to join this forum in the first place, because I already knew from previous experiences that I had a tendency to get very tempermental and cause trouble on internet message boards, and knowing this, it would have been far more wise and caring of me to just stay away from them completely, as so to not cause any more trouble. But lo, I did end up joining RS.net. I regret that I set the stage for me causing further trouble with my volatile emotions, but I don’t regret the fact that joining RS led me to meet so many wonderful people and some of the best friends I’ve ever had. I like everybody here, even people who’ve hurt me. I’m not above admitting that people here have hurt me and this helped catalyze my rage in many instances; to put all the blame on myself would be just as ignorant as putting all the blame on others. But I do not hold a grudge against anyone; the only grudge I hold is against myself and the endless worry I have that I have alienated many people here with my anger. I would just like everyone who I’ve ever argued with, lashed out at, or gotten angry at here to know that I feel terrible about what I said to you and it haunts me nearly every time I think about RS. Though I may stand by the opinion I was expressing, I wish I could have just kept it to myself or expressed it in a less abrasive manner as so not to make you feel bad.

Now with that said, my next order of business is to get back in touch with everybody I’ve been missing on here. No, I’m not going to rejoin the forum; I know now that the forum environment is a breeding ground for my argumentativeness, and I’m not going to let that happen again. But, I’m going to start emailing people and adding them on MSN and AIM. If you would like to get back in touch with me, by all means, drop me a line! Anybody! Don’t be afraid! I like you all, and I’d be happy to talk to anyone here.

Speaking of which, I’m on a search to find one of my best friends here: Ducky! (Dr. Drakken’s Girlfriend/Bianca) To the best of my knowledge, she’s deleted her account on here and on dA, and she gave me an email address, but as of now, it is an invalid one. If anyone here knows where I can contact Ducky, please tell me! And Ducky, if you yourself are reading this, email me! ([e-mail]) I miss you, girl!

Well, that’s all I have to say. I’d say goodbye, but it isn’t really goodbye is it? Anyone here can feel free to contact me anytime they want. I love you all!

Love,
Gabby (Drakken’sPrincess)

Email - [e-mail]
MSN – [e-mail]
AIM – princessofyou27
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P.S. I was the Mama Lipsky role-player! ;D If anyone wants to take over for her, be my guest!

[Lord FunkyHoof]

GABBY!

First off I just wanna say I've missed ya! But in relation to what you're saying, I guess I can understand where you're coming from. I used to be the same way with chatting with people online, I'd always let little things get to me and start arguments which led to me losing some very good friends. I for one would love it if you came back on here, but I respect your choice. I'm sure the people you've gotten angry with have forgiven you, but it's just great to see you back on here, even if it is for just one short moment.

Also, I added you to my contact list on MSN about a week back, but I don't think you accepted/declined it yet. Either that or I messed up the spelling of your name D: Looking forward to speaking with ya again!

[Ashley Benlove]

Hey, Gabby!

I'm going to say that I too missed you. And I completely understand what you're going through, I have a tendency to- if I remember past actions of mine, online and offline that no longer match up with my current beliefs on things, I will get very upset. Sometimes it involved old actions here. I've managed to get help with that and am still working on correcting this behaviour. However, I have learned that it's okay to hate the person I was, what's not okay is focusing on the bad past events, because if I do that, I'm not moving forward. I hope this helps, if at all.

We never talked too much here or anywhere else, but I'm certain I just added you on MSN. I'm hardly on because I'm lazy like that, but I honestly wouldn't mind talking to you in the future. I always liked you, and frankly, it's your choice if you come back or not, but I hope you do.

I wish you luck on all your future endeavours and Happy New Year.

[Tenkan]

Observation: Hello, Gabby! I'm glad to see you're alright, and that most of us missed you! I find it very intelligible and wise for you to post such a message. I'm glad you've loosened all the knots and confusions. I will be glad to wish you a happy new year, and for the rest of your other years hopefully to endure if I'm not their to tell you. I, with no hesitation, will add you on my MSN contact list, DP.

[Dinogaby]

Hi Gabby! Well I already knew you were not being very active on the forum lately, I just didn't know the exact details.

I already have you on msn. You know i'm on msn often, so we will be able to chat there. And yes, I've also been trying to get in touch with Ducky, but it's turning out to be harder than I expected.

I hope everything goes well in this new year

[ArtFan88]

Hey Gabby

While we didn't really talk much on here I've thought of you as a cool person ever since you were one of the first to welcome me here in my intro thread last year xD.

Sad to see you go, you brought somethin cool to this place, like everyone does. I wish you good luck in whatever you do and wherever you go from here

I'll add you to my MSN list if you don't mind, would be cool to keep in touch with you.

Take care

[Tea]

Oh, well, it's a pity we never got to know each other. Still I hope you get everything you want in your life, and don't be that hard on yourself. People here seem to appreciate you, and you seem a friendly girl.

[Luke Danger]

Welcome back! It's good to see you.